lol

2009-10-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

finally back from italy & paris.
never will i go to italy ever again.. our money were stolen from our cabin. whats the point of paying 200euros for a sleeping cabin with a lock when it can be unlocked?

lets not cry over such things;
i'm so happy i got most of my stuff. i bought new shoes, new coat, new bags! i had nice french food. i will fall in love over and over again with paris.

je t' aime

belated birthday celebration

2009-08-24T20:15:00.001-07:00

the crazy things they can do to you.

all that cream. oh my'

F's long lost sister.

msu candidate

happy belated to me;

2009-08-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

i've always had so many things to say to you, so many questions to ask.
the more i see you not trying, the more i do not want it.
i will escape from you, your lies and everything that once meant dear to me.

you make it hard to breathe

2009-07-27T19:58:00.000-07:00

you've disappointed me way too many times
i deserve much better

2009-07-17T06:00:00.000-07:00

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2009-07-16T04:54:00.000-07:00

crew that went to the slums in ahmedabad.

her eyes that speak a thousand words

look at their happy faces;

2009-07-01T20:28:00.000-07:00

you love me best; unconditionally

2009-07-01T20:24:00.001-07:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

2009-06-30T18:44:00.000-07:00

when i said i love you.
i did mean it
i always hoped in my heart we'll never be apart.
too blind...
never knew how you could wavier.

bcos i love you, i let you go.

2009-06-30T18:34:00.000-07:00

the past is gone.
everything is just a empty smile

2009-06-07T01:01:00.000-07:00

I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world
oh
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
girl your love is where it's at
ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

2009-06-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

too much expectations = all disappointments.

2009-05-31T09:46:00.000-07:00

question: do you think its wrong to fly. am i to be blamed for not being in singapore?

2009-05-31T04:13:00.001-07:00

its been so long since i last saw u
i miss you love;
back for two days and im leaving again.
hope to see you soon
hate that the army has taken you yet again.
be safe army boy

2009-05-25T18:49:00.001-07:00

i hate my job

jcl trained?

2009-05-15T10:08:00.001-07:00

after being back in sg for so long for courses. i think i really missed that feeling of being here on sunny island.
anyway, ive been back to the training centre for business class training. tomorrow i will be embarking on a new journey, the business class. *HELP ME!! well, 4 days of crash course is madness. there is so many things to remember.
sighhhhhh

information overloaded.

i wonder how i would fair for my sny.

amsterdam/ tulips

2009-05-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

2009-05-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

ah.. shit.
i forgot where i put my camera's connector for the pictures.

2009-05-03T05:05:00.000-07:00

if you dont give shit,
neither would i.
if you dont care,
i dont see why i should too.

/system overloadddddddddd

2009-05-03T01:13:00.000-07:00

am i all that you wanted?

or
friends?

i guess there is always a grey area for everything

happy 21st lui

2009-04-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

Happy belated 21st Lui.
hope you enjoyed the dinner.

/love

btw, have a great holiday tomorrow everyone.
damnit. ive to work.
oh well.....

see you guys on sunday.

2009-04-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

everything doesn't matter anymore
you're just exactly like what i dreamt of you to be;
cheating, lying, unworthy of love
since its the forth time,
sorry to say angel.
good bye forever
sorry that i am just unable to keep up with you

unable to keep up with you, your lies and your partying ways
the truth hurts & lies worse
how can i give anymore?
perhaps its just a closure.
i really tried to forgive, i guess its not enough to forgive......

2009-04-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

just came back from hkg.
super tired.
super sleepy
super hungry
super ugly.
hahahah.

2009-04-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

i have lost you in this game of love.

pictures

2009-03-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

Clockwise:
1.The chapel, where masses are held. (throne for st peter)

2.Statue done by: michelangelo ; named: pieta
its a depiction of the body of Jesus held on the lap of his mother Mary

3. statue of St peter.

museum within the vicinity of the vantican city
a place where pope julius the second kept his priced artifacts

* note the first picture on the top left(thats the only statues to have eyes)

in the vantican city

the trevi fountain

2009-03-29T12:17:00.000-07:00

the leaning tower of pisa & spanish steps

i think im having a jet lag or something.
i cant sleep.
is 330am now.
damn

2009-03-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

no one is an expert of love,
no one is capable of keeping promises
is there a really a come what may?

what happened to the L and B? or W and E?
so many arguments so little love.
are we meant to be?

if its just gonna be vontage alone, i will let it be.
hate that i love u,
hate that i need u.

2009-03-28T11:16:00.000-07:00

in love with rome <3

2009-03-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

hello!!! i am back from rome and i have fallen in love with the place and of course the artworks done by michelangelo.

i spent the whole day in the vantican city; went for the tour where i saw artworks and awesome sculptures. i cant describe the feeling that i have when i was there. each and every room that i went has a different story to tell. i will tell you more when i post the pictures. it is a little tough to explain without the pictures.

my trip in rome was fruitful.
the first day was spent within rome: went to the spanish steps, trevi fountain

the second day was a long day, we spent about 6 hours travelling. i went to the leaning tower of pisa and florence. hahha, the best part! getting lost and dropping off at the wrong train station and getting scolded for not understanding LAM RED. (which happens to be line red)

the final day: the VANTICAN CITY! (((:

lawrence is coming back tomorrow. YEAHH! like finally! he is taking farrrrrrrrr too long to be back in sg.

2009-03-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

im leaving for rome.
i will miss you my love

luke photoshoot

2009-03-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

2009-03-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

i am fat,
time to lose weight

male

2009-03-18T19:23:00.001-07:00

btw, the sun was seriously crazy.
it was so so damn hot.
i love the clear blue sea

/wish we could get back to the old days.

2009-03-18T18:53:00.000-07:00

always my fav girl

2009-03-09T23:51:00.001-07:00

sometimes i wish things weren't so complicated.

alone time?

maybe i should just embrace with it and move forward.

there is no point in harping

my new goal in life: spend lotsa alone time and with my friends. you shall be secondary.

shit happens, life is such

hello lil helicopter

2009-03-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

luke in the dec agility competition
haha
what a high jump

2009-02-23T20:12:00.000-08:00

LUKE the super slow dog.
hhaaha
my dog got 4th in the agility.
so happy

happy valentines

2009-02-14T07:51:00.000-08:00

happy valentines! hope everyone is happy out with their dates.

ne-yo/ mad
She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

/my grey loveee

2009-02-12T04:30:00.000-08:00

ive been bumming around for the past three days.
on tuesday, i went to do my nails alone. :(
yesterday, i met sweet rice for a quick catch up. followed by a gruesome facial with irene at boon keng. in the evening i managed to find the irritating monster of my life. (: i was glad i saw lawrence. haha.

at his place, we were watching ipman. omggggg. i love the show. hit,hit,hit,hit,hit. so damn good!
** side note: i forgot to mention i fell in love witha grey miumiu bag. :( im still thinking if i should grab it. maybe i should. then my shopping in SFO would be cut short. damn!

/ultraviolet

2009-02-01T04:41:00.000-08:00

And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and Indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

aaron johnson is cute.

hahaha. opps. law is gonna kill me.

breathless

2009-01-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

I get so breathless, when you call my name,
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity
When we're all alone,
So don't tell me
You can't see
What I'm thinking of.

/do you feel the same way?
my one and only.
lawrence

2009-01-14T05:57:00.000-08:00

happy belated merry xmas to lui, steward.
i had fun talking rubbish today and exchanging gifts. hope u liked it. ((:
i like mine! hahah. all the fooddddddddddddddd. omgggg. im gg to be fat.

i had a fun time at angel's place. so sad ive to work tomorrow. but all will be well. i'll be back on friday morninggggggggg.

loves

2009-01-08T00:24:00.000-08:00

yeah! i am coming home.

gosh i miss chinese food.

and of course lawrence

2009-01-04T10:31:00.000-08:00

i feel upset. like freakingupset

a song we share

2009-01-01T02:27:00.000-08:00

Hold your tears
put your worries behind
the time has come
to be with me
so you can feel
show your smile
put your worries behind
now take my hand
and feel my heart
so you can see
and i wanna feel this way
if i haven't fallen in love
would you stay with me tonight?
so there are no more goodbyes
can you ever understand?
how you're always in my heart
put your arms around my soul
til i get to you

dance now (hold your breath)
don't you cry (don't you cry)
take my hand,
hold your breath,
the night is young
dance now (hold your breath), show your smile(show your smile)
take my hand,
hold your tears,
the love is young

hold your tears (hold your tears)
put your worries behind
take my hand and dance with me so you can see

(du du du du du
du du du du du
du du du du du
du du du dum)

dance now (hold your breath)
don't you cry (don't you cry)
take my hand,
hold your breath (hold your breath),
the night is young (the night is young)
dance now (hold your breath)
show your smile(show your smile)
take my hand
hold your tears (hold your tears)
the love is young (the love is young)

when it's time for us to part
don't cry for me my love
our time together
which we'll remember forever
when your dream has come to end
i will be waiting for you
to be with me so you can finally see

dance now (dance now)
don't you cry (don't you cry, baby)
take my hand (take my hand), hold your breath (hold your breath)
the night is young (the night is young)
dance now (dance now),
show your smile(let me see your smile baby)
take my hand (take my hand), hold your tears (hold your tears),
the love is young (the love is young)

saddle club

2008-12-27T05:31:00.000-08:00

today was a fruitful day.
in the morning i woke up, lazeeeeeeeee around at home with luke and my aunt; while luke was having his 2 hours spa treatment at home.
went out to alexandra for japanese buffet and off to meet my angel.
angel brought coco to the vet cos she wasn't feeling too good. poor coco!
we went out to run some errands. he went for a hair cut while i went to make my new uniform. im irritated with the ladies running the shop. they are super rudeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
bought new nail polishes! heh heh. quite happy about it.

when we were done with errands, we decided to go over to saddle club and have tea. of course we had some stuff to eat. heh! im sucha greedy pig.

gosh! i wish everyday was just simple and happy like this.

2008-12-16T19:38:00.000-08:00

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

pictures from paris

2008-12-04T08:54:00.000-08:00

paris, je t'aime

the huge lobster!

christmas deco along

rue st honore

interior of galleries lafayette

this is why i love paris (:

2008-11-29T05:21:00.000-08:00

dear all,
i'll be leaving tomorrow to my beloved place. paris!
hope you'll miss me.

btw, i bought a new camera and i totally love it. hahaha. soon i'll be able to take beautiful pictures of it. i am so tempted to bring my laptop but you know what. I SHALL SAY NO TO TEMPTATION.

well, i will miss all of you!

2008-11-26T06:05:00.001-08:00

somehow or rather i still love you best

2008-11-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

today is the WORST DAY EVER!!!

2008-11-17T05:27:00.000-08:00

i realized im getting lazy to dress up. :(

2008-11-16T05:41:00.000-08:00

all is well.
i love yesterday french food./
cant wait for next sunday to come

*loves

2008-11-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

im back from milan.

pity i didn't go to venice.

its a pity how things are now. you see lovely old couples everywhere. yet some are just somewhat not meant to be. arguements intolerance and whatever crap seems to be floating;

if we are meant to be, we just are

/lets cross our fingers & pray hard

/you've still stolen my heart since day one

i dont even know what nonsense im writing.

byebye

hello milan!

2008-11-10T04:00:00.000-08:00

tomorrow i'll be leaving for milan. i'll be back on sat!

well, i havent been able to spend much time with angel.

hopefully when i'm back i'll have more time.

i miss those days whereby we spent every single day with each other.

* pray hard that i'll be well when im back from milan.

2008-10-22T19:59:00.001-07:00

yesterday was the worst day of work ever.
i report for work late! i misread the time. sigh. anyway, hopefully all is well; *keeping my fingers crossed.

for a side note, i'll be posting up pictures.
to lighten up my mood.

the beach in perth;
with baileys, bev, chun & steph

jet stream in istanbul

the river bank of istanbul

my cute chan

dog/bunny licking hungry.
haha
sea view villa in male;

male was raining/ stormy when i went;
boo:(
the fishes that pops by for food.
greedy pig

*A-n-g-e-l

2008-10-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

happy anniversary sick boy in camp (:

goodbye for a week

2008-09-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

im going away for a week.
so goodbye to all.

i'll miss you. (:

esp: lawrence.

i love you

just the other day

2008-09-28T06:41:00.001-07:00

the whole of october wouldn't be a pleasant one. i'll hardly be home during the weekends which also means no meet up with dear lawrenceho.

one thing for sure i'm glad that i saw him today and spent some time with him.

wished law could be like lukie chan, i'll be able to see him everyday. (:

chanchan

i'll miss you angel & chan.

promise'

xoxo

happy anniversary

2008-09-21T19:02:00.001-07:00

yup yup you saw it right.

HAPPY ONE YEAR AND 10 MONTHS ANGEL!!
((:

lovey doodles

quizes

2008-09-21T18:18:00.000-07:00

This is damn funny:

Thanks Lui for putting it up, i'm having fun doing the quizes.

1. (Get to know yourself better)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2. (The Real You)

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

3. (What's your personality love style)

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

4. (Jealousy type)

Jealousy Level: 80%

You're the old-fashioned jealous type

You get very jealous if your boyfriend even takes a look at another girl. Your jealousy quickly turns to anger and tears, no matter where you are. You're probably also very possessive of your female friends as well.

- this is super funny. it is quite true on lawrence part tho. hahahahhaah

5. (Your marriage)

How will you choose your Mr Right?

No matter how many men you have beating a path to your front door, when it comes to picking Mr Right, you'll listen to your parents. Not only will you become weary of all your suitors, deep down you don't quite trust your own judgment.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?

You are a cool chick! You pretend not to care about the many men you attract, but they just keep coming back for more. When you are married, you won't be a loyal kind.

2008-09-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

in christchurch;
"Let these stones speak of a love that endures forever"

aww, how sweet!
Lawrence ho, I demand you build that for me.

Love you (:

Johannesburg

2008-09-11T04:39:00.000-07:00

south africa; johannesburg

going to the lion park!
CUB WORLD!! wanted to hug the cubs like how i hug
lukiechan

its feeding day~

i think he looks cool;

dont you love this sweetheart?
too bad i cant hug them. :(

pardon my messy hair. hahaha

greedy pigs
look at my face -.-

/will update more. getting lazy and annoyed uploading the pictures

xxx pop

2008-09-11T04:08:00.000-07:00

random pop;

green lil ants

looking serious

congrats to recruit ho who passed out

i think i was happy. hahaha.

chitter chatter

their war cry? wtheee

i love this the best ; always the most touching moment

all hugs and kisses;

/this reminds me of the times i had in band.
hmm. always kept close to the heart

leave out all the rest

2008-09-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

leave out the rest;

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

2008-09-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

dear chan/chan;

/sky diving adventure

2008-09-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

christchurch; sky diving

/swear i'll do it again; because i want nicer pictures.
why is it that the instructor knows when the freaking camera was on. it is so unfair!

/its super duper fun.oooooooh

/continuation of paris

2008-09-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

/on the way to effiel tower

tell me its beautiful!

on the way to the louvre

this is why i love paris

/pictures

2008-08-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

paris; city of love

this is my hotel room, with the really cool picture

the 1st day out in paris

my favourite boutique of all times

told you i loved it. (:

some random mall

inside galleries lafayette

beautiful isn't it?

after galleries lafayette i went on to printemps; too bad no pictures

had dinner near the hotel

crab with avocado

diningggggggg

carol and myself;

the biggest LV store in PARIS

i think this is really sweet

dearly beloved effiel tower

/sorry its kinda late will update the rest tomorrow or smthg.
P/s: Get well soon Monster

/party

2008-08-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

i love paris
i love french food
i love gossip girl; xoxo

hahahaha
best of all, i love luke and law. (:

/docomodocomo

lucky

2008-08-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

/Lucky to have been where I have been
/Lucky to be coming home again
/Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

/They don't know how long it takes
/Waiting for a love like this
/Every time we say goodbye
/I wish we had one more kiss
/I wait for you I promise you, I will

wishing you will always be true

/to my bf:

2008-08-24T06:09:00.001-07:00

i love you angel. <3